omega: the twenty-fourth and final letter of the Greek alphabet (Ω, ω), transliterated as ‘o’ or ‘ō’
Do you ever feel like you're going to give up on everything soon. Like an ending is nearing? Like you're running out of letters to use and once you've used them all, there is no hope.
I hate this feeling.
Fuck having a perpetually broken heart.
Fuck losing your appetite.
Fuck insomnia.
Fuck scars.
Fuck depression.
11/30/11
11/28/11
lest's just say...
let's just say...
"I coughed out my heart in the last stall" and I've dumped these buckets of false hope
I'm also really tired of having dreams about your stupid girlfriend. Get the frick out of my subconscious. It's getting old, fast.
and
and
"you can say what you want, you're forgiven. happy fucking congratulations!"
that is such a damn good line.
p.s. I don't own these videos, Studio Brussel and Sony Entertainment 2009 do, so don't seal!
"I coughed out my heart in the last stall" and I've dumped these buckets of false hope
I'm also really tired of having dreams about your stupid girlfriend. Get the frick out of my subconscious. It's getting old, fast.
and
and
"you can say what you want, you're forgiven. happy fucking congratulations!"
that is such a damn good line.
p.s. I don't own these videos, Studio Brussel and Sony Entertainment 2009 do, so don't seal!
11/24/11
on my mind...
on my mind...
So, today I had a doctor's appointment to get my cast off and I left work early. I had lunch at Baja Fresh and bam! there was the most recent copy of the Boise Weekly stacked tall in it's little wire press cage. When I got it, I instantly flipped to the back and read the following horoscope:
"When I see your face, the stones start spinning!" wrote the poet Rumi, as translated by Coleman Barks. "Water turns pearly. Fire dies down and doesn't destroy. In your presence I don't want what I thought I wanted." I think you need to be in the presence of a face like that, Gemini. You've got to get your fixations scrambled by an arresting vision of soulful authenticity. You need your colors transposed and your fire and water reconfigured. Most of all, it's crucial that you get nudged into transforming your ideas about what you really want. So go find that healingly disruptive prod, please. It's not necessarily the face of a gorgeous icon. It could be the face of a whisperer in the darkness or of a humble hero who's skilled in the art of surrender. Do you know where to look?
seems beyond fitting.
So, today I had a doctor's appointment to get my cast off and I left work early. I had lunch at Baja Fresh and bam! there was the most recent copy of the Boise Weekly stacked tall in it's little wire press cage. When I got it, I instantly flipped to the back and read the following horoscope:
"When I see your face, the stones start spinning!" wrote the poet Rumi, as translated by Coleman Barks. "Water turns pearly. Fire dies down and doesn't destroy. In your presence I don't want what I thought I wanted." I think you need to be in the presence of a face like that, Gemini. You've got to get your fixations scrambled by an arresting vision of soulful authenticity. You need your colors transposed and your fire and water reconfigured. Most of all, it's crucial that you get nudged into transforming your ideas about what you really want. So go find that healingly disruptive prod, please. It's not necessarily the face of a gorgeous icon. It could be the face of a whisperer in the darkness or of a humble hero who's skilled in the art of surrender. Do you know where to look?
seems beyond fitting.
11/22/11
espy
espy: to catch sight of
I found a new food blog!
http://www.heythattastesgood.com/
looks amazing so far. I made the cinnamon rolls after work yesterday and they are bomb. I came home and did not have the energy or motivation to make real food, so I baked instead. Stress has taken over my being lately and I seem to have lost my appetite. I don't want to eat anything but sugary food stuff. Yesterday, for example, all I had was rice and three cinnamon rolls. Not okay. I've also been watching a lot of stupid sitcoms; they are comforting. Check out Last Man Standing, Melissa and Joey, and Suburgatory.
I found a new food blog!
http://www.heythattastesgood.com/
looks amazing so far. I made the cinnamon rolls after work yesterday and they are bomb. I came home and did not have the energy or motivation to make real food, so I baked instead. Stress has taken over my being lately and I seem to have lost my appetite. I don't want to eat anything but sugary food stuff. Yesterday, for example, all I had was rice and three cinnamon rolls. Not okay. I've also been watching a lot of stupid sitcoms; they are comforting. Check out Last Man Standing, Melissa and Joey, and Suburgatory.
11/12/11
let's just say...
let's just say, I go a new job, fancy new job, jobitty job job job!
I gave my two weeks notice and will start at the Idaho State Archives, $17/hr, in January as the Territorial Archivist for the State of Idaho. I win, I am winning, win win win. It takes a certain amount of crazy to work there, and I've got it!
I gave my two weeks notice and will start at the Idaho State Archives, $17/hr, in January as the Territorial Archivist for the State of Idaho. I win, I am winning, win win win. It takes a certain amount of crazy to work there, and I've got it!
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