fete

fete: a celebration (n); honor or entertain lavishly (v)

Look at that, three years have passed! We went to the Red Feather Lounge and to see The Martian.

We were also celebrating Jesse meeting his goal for the NW NPC Fitness Show.

ennui

ennui: a feeling of listlessness and dissatisfaction arising from a lack of occupation or excitement

bored

staring at the scab on the back of my hand
darkish pink, flaky
it almost looks like a tiny grapefruit
too tiny to eat

I am bored

work piled high on my desk
every sheet of paper, every task mounting
building a tower of monotonous anxiety

I am beyond bored
I am nonfunctional

restless, my leg shakes
rhythmically bouncing up and down
I fantasize that seismic waves emanate from my foot
shaking all the earth
causing the walls to collapse, my cubicle to implode

nonfunctionally bored

if I have to run this same shitty dog and pony show continuously
I will murder myself
the phone rings
apparently
the pony got out and the dog is crying

dysfunctional